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tabitha

2009-12-10T11:14:00.001-08:00

NO! TABITHA'S OUT!
and sezairi's in.
come on, tabitha's the only one that can truly sing
sezairi's in because of obvious reasons

this is so dumb
they should just put sgidol on suria instead of ch5

i bet sezairi's gonna win
and he'll be making one english album
and a streak of melayu album
and there will be all pride for that 19% of singapore's population

and you know what
that makes me sick

but its ok
at least i'm not one of them.

aléatoire

2009-12-07T09:46:00.000-08:00

bonjour. ainsi comment vous dormez la nuit, quand un hibou hulule au sujet de votre balcon ou quand un clavier cliquette sous la dactylographie rapide de votre mère de commis ou quand est-ce qu'micro-onde transmet des parties de football 1350km à partir de votre maison même ? est-ce que vous avez-vous jamais entendu parler d'un collecter de timbre qui a abandonné sur sa collection inestimable, l'avez vendue, et obtenu un psp en échange pour sa valeur ? ou que diriez-vous du récipient tic de tac qui a coulé l'eau quand un enfant l'a essayé comme remplacement pour son canard en caoutchouc ou que diriez-vous de l'asperge qui s'est ratatinée une fois laissée dans un réfrigérateur plein du jargon ? les oiseaux se sont assemblés après une maison pour attraper un aperçu d'une télévision de observation de garçon les chats ont grogné quand un homme a essayé d'employer des morceaux de poissons de son briyani de surplus de nasi pour l'amorce, et pour l'individu-amusement l'extrémité.

une pitié

2009-12-07T09:43:00.000-08:00

je voudrais aller à l'alliance française pour prendre des leçons françaises, mais mon ami Jérémie ne peut pas aller, ainsi mes espoirs étaient à tiret.

RE: deanne's post

2009-11-25T01:20:00.000-08:00

this is the part where it gets mushy.
but hey, u can't tell me that cos my tagboard's gone.

i really really really miss my friends.
i can't find a manly-er word for miss
so i shall use 'miss'

i miss jerry; and the countless times we've spent since sec2
i miss raymond; the comrade whom i could always relate to
i miss deanne; my painkiller when vagina boy was with her
i miss saiful; and his wacky personality
i miss fred; whom i've lost touch for a week
i miss joelynn; and the ups and downs we've spent together
i miss meiyen; for being imperfectly perfect
i miss pauline; and her conviviality
i miss darrenpang; a big heart yet widely misunderstood
i miss rebecca; always cheerful
i miss alex; and her hyper personality
i miss noel; and his antics
i miss megan; and her advice
i miss shangzhi; and his gayness ;D
i miss ms ong; who, in my eyes, became a friend, rather than a teacher
i even miss harryfookakawongchunhong; who was a friend for my four years in dunman

now u know why i'm so upset when i couldn't watch fantastic mr fox with u guys on my working day
now u know why i'm so upset when i didn't have a ticket to watch paranormal activity
now u know why i was so happy during recess
during the biking trail trip
during budget cafe breaks
during prom, where the five of us took pictures together
during our days tog

days i would i die to have
days i would cherish
simple days of that pink-t-shirt clique

now u know.

what happened?

can we meet again?

JJSHCR

2009-11-22T01:28:00.000-08:00

here i am
salvaging a broken friendship
and there u go, tearing it apart

its like a rock
that takes billions of years to cross a stream
to reach your lively figure
to be reached out of the waters
and thrown back again

thats how your heart feels
after being dejected
dejected
and dejected perpetually
it just goes 'plomp!' and down it sinks into the water
just like that

never mind then
since u don't like me being around
since i'm just a fucking post-it
a burden that just sticks around

fine.
hmmph.
don't friend u already. :(

the four of us

2009-11-21T22:06:00.002-08:00

the four of us.

marianne
wenfen
pauline
and i

the four of us

saiful
raymond
jerry
and i

the four of us

pauline
huimin
noel
and i

the four of us

pauline
darren
rebecca
and i

the four of us

megan
shila
daryl
and i

the four of us

chun hong
wenshee
meiyen
and i

the four of us

deanne
joe
jerry
and i

i miss the four of us

darren
xuan hong
paul
jerome
jiahui
and i

...the six of us.

fireflies

2009-11-21T22:06:00.001-08:00

we're all forced to grow up too quickly

dog

2009-08-19T00:28:00.000-07:00

yu quan wants out.

dogs are a man's best friend.
how true.

old days

2009-08-14T02:15:00.000-07:00

i really miss the old days

days of walking home after band, with megan, shila, daryl and joelynn
going to budget
waiting for the dusk to end
seeing the afternoon sun surrender to its daily respite
talking, speaking words from my heart
knowing joelynn's issues
dallying around with shila
wise advices from daryl

days of going out with marianne, wenfen, noel, pauline and huimin
laughing hysterically for no apparent reason
looking at noel and his not-funny antics
confiding with auntie mary... or amy... or jenny... i forgot.

days of fun with meiyen, wenshee and chun hong
having a crush with one
and being down-to-earth with the other
and other one... i want to erase it. eradicate it. i'm still trying.

days of singing with haishan, meilan and xueqi
though being the tumultuous year, i developed and discovered new windows of opportunities
having fun in the workshop
wanting my product to be impeccable
sketching my magnum opus for art
whipping up a mess in home ec

days of band
sitting with khaihui on the left, daryl on the right
teasing them of their compatibility
giggling under a countenance of seriousness
knowing someone that you can look up to really makes me feel glad

days of hiking with jerry, raymond, and shang zhi.
having similar ideals
always on the same topic
though being a little clumsy at times
but never took it into heart
no fuck.

days where i can be myself
days where mr. bustle doesn't drag you along to the crossroads of life

70+ days more.

swan

2009-08-14T02:12:00.000-07:00

yes, you're right

i'm the ugly duckling who aspires to be the swan.

so you can cry by ne-yo

2009-08-07T05:49:00.000-07:00

for jenny.

So, it's over.
He's with someone else and you know her.
And you just can't get any lower.
But sit in the dark alone
and won't answer your phone.
Well, I'm sorry.
I won't attend your pity party.
I'd rather go have calamari
and maybe a drink
And yes, I think
you should come with me.

Life isn't long.
There will be pain but life goes on.
With everyday a brand new song.
But if you'd rather stay at home
let me do you a favor.

I'll ask the sun to shine away from you today so you can cry.
(If that's what you want, alright.)
I'll ask the clouds to bring the rain for you today so you can cry.
(If that's what you want, alright.)

Mmmm...if that's what you want alright.

Mmmm, I'm a lover.
And the pain of the heart from another
can be difficult to recover.
Yes, this I know,
but difficult isn't impossible.

And you shiver.
Be what you want.
You cry, lips quiver.
Well, honey, go on and cry me a river.
You wanna be down.
Fine, let me help you out.
(Help out.)

I'll ask the sun to shine away from you today so you can cry.
(If that's what you want, alright.)
I'll ask the clouds to bring the rain for you today so you can cry.
(If that's what you want, alright.)

Oooh, if that's what you want, alright.
Then, if that's what you want, alright.

And your tears won't bring him back.
I know you wish they did.
But, it just don't work like that.
I know that healing takes time.
Even your heart has a pace.
Ah, but how much time are you gonna take?
Too much would be a mistake.

I'll ask the sun to shine away from you today so you can cry.
(If that's what you want, alright.)
I'll ask the clouds to bring the rain for you today so you can cry.
(If that's what you want, alright.)

I'll ask the sun to shine away from you today so you can cry.
If that's what you want, alright.

society

2009-08-02T00:50:00.000-07:00

i just dug up a pri. 1 maths test paper
and i saw a question:

Ahmad has 6 apples. He gives 5 apples to Mary, and another one to Brian. How many apples does Ahmad have left?
a) 1
b) 2
c)11
d) 0

answer: none of the above

you wanna know why?
cos no freaking person would give away their apples to another person
cos society ain't like that
no one shares.

starting to feel the wrath of reality
welcome to the adult world

neighbours

2009-08-01T21:09:00.000-07:00

TODAY IS SUNDAY.

studystudystudy
i hate drowning myself in books
i really don't see the practicality in reading about neurones
as if that'll help me in the future

if i were to repeat sec 3 again
i would choose all the subjects i like
i would fill up the vacancy for history elective
i would not reject d n t as a extra subject
i would take french as a 3rd language
i would go take lit
i would not take bio
i would see pauline and all the amazing people everyday
i could've started my 1st relationship earlier
i could've prevented ending my last
i could've done well
i could've been in the pictures displayed in facebook

i wouldn't be in a society where it came to be renowned for being at the end from the large disparity of awesomeness

but i wouldn't have known awesome friends
like a silver lining from the stormiest clouds
like the stars of the red carpet in the sea of photographers
like the rock band from the nerd band

yes. i know.
4C's way cooler than 4B.
4B's just a community, bonded in his constellation of the dim and the bright
lame, as many would say.

what i'm trying to say
its amazing how two classes, neighbours, side-by-side
can be so different

but hey, no regrets
for now. :)

2009-07-20T04:38:00.000-07:00

ok wong chun hong.
i bet you're fucking mad right now.
ok here it goes.

i'm sorry.

it was all impulsive rage.
i mean, who wouldn't be angry if you say your name censored and being picked on?

and i'm sorry to those who have been implicated
xinli and joelynn

yes, its natural for people to feel angry
so please, it was never your fault, and it never will be.

gosh, i bet you're feeling like i'm doing something pointless right now.
i bet you're crying
i bet your cursor is reaching towards the tagboard for a cascade of words to flood my tagboard
by all means, do.

cos i did something foolish.
gosh i can't believe i said those words
it was un-gentlemanly of me.

it was cyber-bullying, and i should've known more, given the perpetual journal writings on that topic for 4 years

once again, yes it is dumb to insult and say sorry.
but yes.
sorry.

hmmmph, i guess you're the closest person who have sticked with me for 4 years
and even though i have hated you, not so much anymore
yes, wch, i agree. you hacve changed for the better. thank you.
i guess its just me.

i'm just the tortoise from his shell.
how pathetic i am.
yes.

i'm sorry.

hate that i love you

2009-07-11T10:19:00.000-07:00

As much as I love you
As much as I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile?

But you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset
Can't remember what you did

But I hate it
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

But I hate it
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh

Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

And I hate that I love you so.. so.

fred

2009-07-11T09:45:00.000-07:00

fredfredfred,
sometimes, it stinks when you're feeling low
and it stinks when i'm especially dumb when talking to you

but yeah, imperfections can be perfect too. :D

why is he working?!

2009-07-06T04:04:00.000-07:00

the most racist calender ever

horrible

2009-07-06T03:35:00.000-07:00

warning: explicit content

isn't it horrible to know that i could...

laugh at the poor
push down the old
steal the basker's hard-earned coins
pretend to be a nun to get some donations
stop in the middle of the traffic when its the red man
eat the whole sample of food istead of a morsel
sit with the only person on the bus when there are seat vacant
dress like the groom on my friend's wedding day
run naked in a conference hall
point my middle finger at people on a bus behind the one i'm riding
pat the heads of the small and handicapped
wank at old ladies
beat the ugly up for no apparent reason
turn off the TV when everyone's watching the climax of a soap opera
scream and shout when people are crying in the cinema
evangelise people in North Korea
taze anybody who has done a good deed
tell my instrument players to go into fits once the conductor raises his baton during a concert
sing church songs in a mosque
throw poker cards all over Jakarta
litter
wear a blonde wig if i top the school for 'o'-levels
flash at lift cameras
eat onions before a date
scratch the blackboard with my long fingernails
make a cartoon of red and blue flashing lights and children to suffer epilepsy
play o-biang songs really loud
act as the ghost on hungry ghost festival
give green packets during chinese new year
buy 10 packs of tic-tac for my friend and watch him get addicted
cheer for the construction workers in my school
imply anti-communist ideals to my china-chinese oral examiner
tilt the logo of Red Swastika School 45 degrees right
stare at the taxi driver with bloodshot eyes
bring a black cat to the vet on Friday the 13th
show my phD as my resume when applying as a crew in Mcdonald's
set my F4 ringtone on the Tokyo Metro
snatch the role of the MP trying to do deeds in front of the television screen
sit on the reserved seat and take out the wok hidden under my shirt
cough continuously in the lift and say "i think i've got it"
name my son Fucki and give him a Chinese name similar to mine
prank call the suicide hotline
revise chapter 19
of bio in a church
put aluminium cans in a recycling bin for paper
order nasi babi
use my whipper mini on examination days
adopt an African-American baby and give him a native traditional name; OJ
give the CEO of Creative an ipod for his birthday
put moth-balls in my friend's toilet bowls
put chilli and pepper in a cake that i bake and expect him to appreciate it
bring my caucasian pal to Geylang to have durian for supper
throw a feast of crabs and then pears for desert
throw a coin in an alley of beggars and watch them fight to the death
throw a coin at him/her whenever him/her starts singing
shave my head and tell everyone i'm britney spears
play crap on the piano and name it as a contemporary piece
wear a 'i hate crocs' t-shirt in a crocs store... and ask for assistance
give my father's number whenever someone asks me for my number
paint the moon red and tell everyone that the revelation has come

disclaimer: contents are entirely fictious and the author is sane.

roy

2009-06-28T02:58:00.000-07:00

it was THE moment.
it was either me or my mom.
or neither.

it was also dr roy ng's usual routine
the paediatrician walk through the doors of the ward
doning sterilised rubber apparels over his hands, his picked up a knife and started with the incision
he was caesar to the caesarian child upon his birth
anesthesia pacified the mother of 1, soon 2, as she prayed for the safe delivery of the child
the knife sank deep into the flesh
and sliced
soon the incision became sevaral centimetres long
a large opening big enough for the child to be brought to the realms of this world
dr roy ng reached deep into the womb
and held the baby, chained by his umbilical cord
the miracle boy.
the boy that survived a near miscarriage

the boy was christianed roy ng yu quan
in glorification of the doctor that could
the mother was jubilant like no other
it was a day to remember

the daughter objected strongly of his dear brother called roy
a morbid bully named roy, in her class as she would say
so roy was removed
and yu quan was his only name
the mother knew that one day he would find an english name of his own
a name he likes

as the boy grew up
the experimented names like george, ronald, zephyr, john
but neither of them suited him

until today
roy has resurfaced again
although many would say its weird, but hey, its my name.
its the least i could do for dr roy ng

psp!

2009-06-07T08:40:00.000-07:00

I WANT PSP GO!!!

haha, screw all those losers who bought 1st and 2nd gen.

i'm getting the cooler one.

haha.

chinese 'o' levels

2009-06-01T07:46:00.000-07:00

C
C
C
C
C
C
C
B3

my grades. bea-u-ti-ful.
lol, i'm A FAILED NERD.
what can i say? :)

YAY, chinese o levels over, wonder how i'll fare.
hmmmm.
wenshee says she wrote about me in a compo.
SHE GOT A for that.
gay shit.

adam says change my strategy.
oh righty then
hmmm, i wonder where sells ten-year series.

can't wait for the movie 2012.
something about end of the world.
and i watch ALL end-of-the-world movies.

darren kui wants me to be cliche and put some lame small italiced last phrases to indicate one's feelings with a little secrecy

so...

fuck you...

do not like

2009-04-24T07:07:00.000-07:00

what has been lost is already lost
regret won't bring it back.

i officially do not like her anymore.

banana

2009-04-22T07:51:00.001-07:00

another metaphor.

The caged monkey of a zoo is enclosed from the tempting banana in the vicinity.

all of a sudden, the banana's eaten by the other breed of monkey.

as the other breed gulped his way down the fruit, the caged monkey became impatient, so much to the point of insanity.

but i guess the caged monkey deserved it, after all, it was dumb of him to not be as beautifully-bred as the one eating the banana, if not, he could've gotten an open-space habitat with an assortment of fruits to be eaten .

the caged monkey would feel jealous, duh, its his nature. who wouldn't.

the affinity was so close yet so far.

the other bred chomped down to the last bite.

he swallowed the sweetest morsels of the fruit down his throat

but he left the skin behind.

finally, the caged monkey was set free.

but he slipped and fell upon the skin.

upon the wrath of his own desires.

and died.

heyheyyouyou

2009-03-25T07:58:00.000-07:00

Arghhhhhhhhh~

I hate my life.

urk!

2009-03-25T07:45:00.001-07:00

4 things that urk me today:

1) WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH TAYLOR SWIFT?!
what's with everyone liking the corny lyrics: "you're the reason for the teardrops on my guitar"? get a life, man, get a life.
guys who listen to it are all gay.
and girls who listen to it are so typical.

2) WHY DO U ALWAYS.
ALWAYS.
ARGH.
sometimes, i wish u will get pregnant from him and i will follow paul's second theory: that is to laugh.
no, not u, deanne low.

3) WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY DAD
haha, nothing's wrong actually.
i just had to say something.
cos he turned the house communist.
haha.
(i hope dad doesn't highlight this.)

4) WHY ARE GIRLS SO SEXIST?
well, girls are quieter, calmer, more disciplined, more hardworking.
that doesn't mean boys are the complete opposite.
NOT ALL BOYS ARE ROWDY.
so DON'T, i repeat, DON'T EVER EVER EVER STEREOTYPE A BOY
or i'll start MAN'S RIGHTS DAY.

ok, i started the controversies on tagboard. i think. ;P

marriage

2009-02-28T01:57:00.000-08:00

although these few weeks, i've been really focused on studying
i neglected love

love is something i learnt today
that only when someone moves out or leaves then u can truly cherish and understand the person

i hope i have been a great brother to my sister
cos she's the best to me
i love my sister a lot
and i'm kinda sad that she's only booked on weekends to see me
i hope she sees this
the wedding's great
just too bad u guys didn't sing! :D
i hope jordan can take my place well, if not, better than i did

all that we've done for 16 years:

mariahcareybonjoviipodnanyangpolytechnicxmasiahokkaidoicecreamchinesenewyearbeijing
indianaccentwoeyjajamessybedroombiasnessnahcarolcakepimplesblackheadsmonkeycardformother
birthdayhosecleaningtoiletnewphonestikfasmambobagmambowalletjeremiahselvynightjokesallah
mtvamericanidolsingaporeidolprojectrunwayolympicsgreecechinamcdonaldsburgerkingsyatiqdiary
milkwinedutyfreeaustraliamuskingtakehairbandonmyhairpizzahutgoofyfacebursarydrawingpastels
hdbflatawkwardnessneighboursdoordesignhugsyogacheerynightspornonpspscoldingssmokingslapping
swimmingwatergunflabslovehandlessmilinggirlfrienddigimontamagotchifirstphonedressingup
ghoststoriesjokesdreamsambitionkwaychaplaughterfishandcosearchfinalfantasylamejokestrumpet
bassoonamathsatnighttoothbrushbrushingchurchholytrinityhellcryingcityharvestcatholichansmarion
hoteatingscallopsdirectlyfromthefridgenewspaperwainguplateeatinglunchtogetherlinedancingp1-5papstudentcareywcakissagirlkissagayguycheesecheesesticksinstantnoodlescqydinstantpastapizza
pastasnakesn96fivestonespencilboatthailandairplanemadtvouranhighschoolmumanddadtiramisu

and many many more.

and if more than 1/2 of what was written above was done with you, jordan, then i don't see why i can't accept you as a brother
and maybe, just maybe, marion too. haha. :D

what about me?
there's hope.

i'm fighting for your love. ;)

love disgusts

2009-02-26T03:34:00.001-08:00

love disgusts me.

wedding

2009-02-26T03:26:00.000-08:00

the wedding's coming.

ties of love to be made.

but i prognosticate a broken one.

a funeral.

slumdog millionaire

2009-02-21T08:05:00.000-08:00

HIGHLY RECOMMENDED: SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE
when it comes to the best movie i have ever watched in my life

my step away from getting a jason mraz concert ticket, failed.
there's a booth outside tm that has a competition
who can sing the best wins a jason mraz ticket
i can sing, but i cannot play the guitar
if only i could. :P

esplanade

2009-02-20T05:49:00.000-08:00

paul got reprimanded by mr toh today, in front of the whole choir
he said that mr toh told him that we band members must greet our teachers when we enter the music room
and we agreed, even if mr toh himself doesn't even teach the choir members how to greet the band teacher
we don't need to reciprocate.
this means war.
don't get me wrong, i like choir.
but your teacher's damn crap.
and his sticks his nose high up like the zenith of mount everest.

paul, khairi, darren, xuan hong and i went from school to tm by foot
and we saw a trolley along the way
so we pushed it from the place where we picked it up; near the polyclinic, to shop-and-save
so after all the typical singaporean stares, and a high probability of being caught on stomp, we returned the trolley to its rightful store
only to get a soft and simple "thank you."
hey, at least try to know what school we're from, eh?
lol, so mean of me, extorting credit for a deed

then we went to ljs for meal
before going to the playground nearby
all of us spun to utmost dizziness
and i swore khairi was nauseous
and darren's demeanour was of its true racial colour: yellow
only to catch a glimpse of paikias roaming into the playground like a pack of alpha wolves, and an boisterous child taking the initiative of calling us to join the fun. we backed out and somehow evacuated safely

finally, we went to a barber below paul's flat cos i needed a haircut for my disheveled hair
so there came this malay guy who apparently has a knack for oldies, judging from the old and archaic records of his paraphernalia
he played a tune as he vigorously swept the ends with the blades of his scissors
khairi was on the verge of puking, only to be swiftly relieved by the panadol the barber provided
the water for his pills were infested with crickets and immaculate strands of hair, as claimed by khairi
despite the barber's kind and compassionate effort to makes us feel abode, he trimmed my hair, only to be shaped to represent the esplanade
oh boy
there goes $10

now, i have fragments of hairstrands all over my body
time to shower

(i'm sorry this sounded like a composition. i want to make the best out of my time. so this is self-assigned homework, as you may say.)

the crying valentino

2009-02-14T07:05:00.000-08:00

this song depicts exactly how i feel.

The Heart of the Matter by Don Henley

I got the call today, I didn't wanna hear
But I knew that it would come
An old true friend of ours was talkin' on the phone
She said you found someone
And I thought of all the bad luck,
And the struggles we went through
And how I lost me and you lost you
What are these voices outside love's open door
Make us throw off our contentment
And beg for something more?

I'm learning to live without you now
But I miss you sometimes
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I knew, I'm learning again
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

These times are so uncertain
There's a yearning undefined
...People filled with rage
We all need a little tenderness
How can love survive in such a graceless age
The trust and self-assurance that can lead to happiness
They're the very things we kill, I guess
Pride and competition cannot fill these empty arms
And the work I put between us,
Doesn't keep me warm

I'm learning to live without you now
But I miss you, Baby
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I figured out, I have to learn again
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But everything changes
And my friends seem to scatter
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

There are people in your life who've come and gone
They let you down and hurt your pride
Better put it all behind you; life goes on
You keep carrin' that anger, it'll eat you inside

I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
Because the flesh will get weak
And the ashes will scatter
So I'm thinkin' about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

i'm learning to move on
for the both of you.

'comparing his blog to mine is like a two-sided sword.'

sushi

2009-02-14T06:58:00.001-08:00

i found this pretty informative

sad

2009-02-13T01:17:00.000-08:00

i am feeling very sad now.

ho sua

2009-02-06T08:18:00.000-08:00

presenting
rihanna's umbrella in hokkien

my junior

2009-02-01T04:05:00.000-08:00

i'll always remember: 36.9 degrees celcius

the wedding game

2009-02-01T04:04:00.001-08:00

the wedding game is horny shit.

i want to thank the following people:
mum
dad
sis
jordan
noel
wenshee
meiyen
jiahui
bk
joelynn
raymond
jerry
georgina
matthew
qistina
jasmine c
hoiki
kodi
alex
joanne the twin
fish and co. crew
and other respective people i forgot to mention! SORRY!

thank you for being such great friends
you guys don't need to give me the presents
cos' u guys are my greatest presents i'll ever have
by typing the 13 letters on your text message
shows how much u care
so thank you! :D

dr laugh

2009-01-31T06:46:00.000-08:00

its such a pity cowards like dr laugh make use of their anonymity to criticise.
but thanks, if its constructive, i hope. :D

talk to me personally yeah?

and i thought kindness begets kindness.

sweet 16

2009-01-31T06:38:00.001-08:00

today is...
JOANNE'S BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNE!

i came to band reluctantly
and left with high spirits
until someone splashed water all over my body
BIRTHDAY SPLASH
so ming xuan, xuan hong and i hid in the boy's changing room
like some counterstrike game
and attacked when there's chance
initially i intruded the girl's toilet to splash jiaying
but she BASHED me up for doing so
and i got 3 wounds
BUTS IT'S OKAY.
sorry, jiaying
then i went to splash meiyen a couple of times
before running home drenched

my family and i went to fish and co. to suntec for dinner
and then came the seafood platter
WOOO
and then came the birthday song
where they call u to sit in front of everyone
and they will annouce: HEY EVERYBODY, IT'S JORDAN'S AND YUQUAN'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!
laokui sehh.
haha, but nevertheless, fun.

THANK YOU MY FRIENDS!
AND HAPPY 150th POST! LOL

oh, did i mention it's my birthday today?

bai nian

2009-01-27T06:08:00.000-08:00

went to jerry's house to bai nian

just learnt that cantonese must give 2 ang pow, one from the wife, one from the husband

watched the secret

then went to ikea to eat SWEDISH MEATBALLS

eat until pregnant lehh.

(but before that, we laoed the lo hei, which costed freaking $8! (as shown in the video above))

(no offence)

in the end i forked out $12 for everything, in a ang pow.

lol.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! :D

XIN JIA JU YI!

GONG HEH FAT CHOI!

the crazy japanese

2009-01-26T08:25:00.000-08:00

it's a boy

2009-01-26T07:26:00.000-08:00

OMG.

why am i proud of this?

lucky

2009-01-23T08:59:00.000-08:00

http://link.brightcove.com/services/link/bcpid824272798/bctid6559289001

deep down, its still my favourite
brings back memories.

its official
i owe myself a jason mraz concert
if it comes...
:D

live high in france

2009-01-23T07:45:00.000-08:00

timeless!

3 people

2009-01-23T06:31:00.000-08:00

so far yet so near
i guess i'm just a hue in the rainbow of your life
i guess you don't understand me at all
i guess you're just deluded in my facade

-----------------------------------------------------

so far yet so near
you, my friend, are perfect
you ace everything
you'll be my silent idol
and i'm glad we broke that barrier
probably.

-----------------------------------------------------

so far yet so near
its no use trying
its no use crying
i've just seen the truth
my jovaility left me as i left you

heart

2009-01-19T02:49:00.000-08:00

to me, religion is like marriage
if you want to know more about the religion, you go find more about it yourself
if you want to accept the religion, go for it without prompts yourself
if you really want the religion to be in your life, devote your time to it
if you don't feel of any link, get out of it
its not a one-day thing, but years to build its passion and faith
you don't kiss a girl on the first day of a relationship.
neither do you go for the girl just cos your friend recommend you to do so
it is INDIVIDUAL

to me, it was a mistake
i should've been more diserning and understand more about it before committing to anything

is rejection really an inflicted pain?
is singing, drama, clapping, candles all that to show devotion?
if a person don't practice what they preach, would doing all these show that he is a better man?
is christianity really the salvation of life?
i'm feeling good, i have my goals, i know how i want my life to be, i feel loved, i repay my parents who brought me to this world, isn't that the most important?
and i have it all not shown in my mouth, hands, tongues or legs.
its all in the heart.

missing you

2009-01-18T03:23:00.000-08:00

nah; you're too weird for me to think about.

band porn

2009-01-18T01:05:00.000-08:00

STAND-ON-STAND ACTION!

random pics

2009-01-17T22:25:00.000-08:00

RANDOM PIC TIME!

YEAH BABY!

my sister, the zulu warrior

boys getting active

its hot n' cold

the pancake smiles

the sandwich giggles

the porridge wants a blowjob

ok, lame.

the best day of my life

2009-01-10T06:42:00.000-08:00

today is the best day of my life
it really is.
today i learn to live without regrets.
i have never cried so hard in my entire life before
so much that, with the absence of tissue paper, i had to wipe a galloon of teary mucus under the table

i have learned so much today
i really feel i'm more sensible

its really possible to make a person wise in just 3 days
it really is
i am a walking proof of it
and i'm proud of myself for that.
i am me.
and this person called me will be sucessful in life.

i love my parents extremely much like the whole universe.
and i regret putting my ex's name ranked in front of them.
what a fool i was.

i'm not going to elaborate further cos it might spoil the fun and the great experience for the other classes
but i'm going to say this: bring tissue paper, its very important

junjie has greater honour than the 2 doofuses i call friends

bandits

2009-01-04T05:55:00.001-08:00

SHITTTZ
my hair's screwed up.

yes, prepare the paparazzi on the short hairdo

goodbye, utthair.
hello; moyjunjiehelmet.

ok, maybe not as bad as it seems, but its ______.
so explains the $3.80 budget.

and never trust an auntie to cut your hair.
gay guys are fine, young ladies are fine, but no OLD PEOPLE.

:P

and you know why i didn't put the word "bandit" on the shirt.
not the same anymore
how can u get a gold if your attitude is like a cop band member?
how can u get a gold if there isn't anybody to motivate?
how can u get a gold if there's no passion to lead, to play, to take charge?
its just blank.
and emotionless.
reflected in our music.

where's the cca with lunchtime concerts, audience on every floor, cheering their lungs out?
where's the cca with the band major and drum major, standing in front of the whole band to give a earful, loud but moving?
where's the cca with members, practicing like there's no tomorrow?

what has become of us?
fucking retarded boring gay band geeks?
i repeat, GEEKS?!
fuck band.

i know its not easy.
but what is band for?
a challenge, of course!
so no one wants to take up the challange?
all pussies?

today, i tell the truth because i had enough

today, i tell the truth because i don't want to regret joining a deteriorating cca

and the worst part, i'm guilty of it too.

look at the date

2008-12-31T23:44:00.000-08:00

THE DATE SAYS EVERYTHING!
THE RACE SAYS EVERYTHING!
THE FUN SAYS EVERYTHING!
THE PROFILE SAYS EVERYTHING!
THE HYPERNESS SAYS EVERYTHING!

GOTTA START PRACTICING WRITING 2009 SO THAT I WON'T MAKE ERRORS ON DATES OF WORKSHEETS, HAHA.

PEACE OUT, HOMIES! :P

delish

2008-12-29T09:17:00.000-08:00

Taste Test - watch more funny videos

YUM.

amazing race 3B edition

2008-12-26T23:10:00.000-08:00

the amazing race 3b edition's gonna be a bomb
just a shout-out to all mates turning sec 4B next year,
u guys would regret big-time if u miss this experience of a lifetime.

me, noel, jerry and shangzhi spent googols of hours preparing for the race meticulously, so make sure u give us your honest feedback, and don't be a stuck-up yeah?

we're doing so much, all we want is your presence.
so be there or be square!

(be warned: some tasks may be pretty challenging, but nevertheless F-U-N)
:D

church

2008-12-24T21:08:00.000-08:00

i received my best christmas present today

今天，我收到了最好的圣诞礼物

spoiled phone

2008-12-23T03:08:00.001-08:00

I DROPPPED MY PHONE INTO WANTON GRAVY TODAY
and its spoiled!

ok not really, for 5 hours only.
but now i can't save sent messages anymore. :(

ice-skating

2008-12-23T02:38:00.001-08:00

went for ice-skating with wenshee, meiyen, alex and paul yesterday!
uber fun!

the whole damn thing was $16.50, which left me broke for the day
$13 for the tocket, $3.50 for the figures

wearing the skates were torturous
the skates smelled like a rubbish chute
even worse, the giam-giam sour smell
i doubt they have ever sterilised the damn skates
how many freaking people perspired in those skates alr
haha, i pity the people who work at the rental counter ;D

learning how to skate was a breeze
i got the hang of it in no time (disclaimer: hao-lian-ness)
yes, its true that once u master roller-blading, skating would just be a piece of cake

so i tried to skate faster, and faster, and faster
and i fell.
and the ice was wet.
and yeah. i was drenched.

haha, so fun maing fun of the noobs holding on to the walls like there's no tomorrow
especially when i zoom past them.

meiyen said you could tell a person's skating skills by looking at his/her ass
if its wet, or if its dry.
apparently, everyone's butt was wet.
EXCEPT FOR PAUL.

and its always this pattern:
pros in the middle
intermidiates circling around the perimeter
learners at the very edge

lol, ok i think i offended enough people le.

and now, to tend to my blisters, lets see.
i've got 1, 2, 3, 4 blisters.
so big i can keep goldfish inside le. ok lame.

snow-globe effect

2008-12-23T02:24:00.000-08:00

have u ever had the feeling like...
u were angry, but u found out it was just all a misunderstanding, and u felt like u should be happy like nobody's business all of a sudden?

i shall call this word: a snow-globe effect

london choco roll

2008-12-21T06:40:00.000-08:00

OMG

london choco roll~
london choco roll~
奶香choco味~
双重口美味~
london choco roll~
香浓又美味~
choco roll, choco roll
london choco roll~~~

uber funny!
i can't believe i have to suffer this for every little nyonya episode
HAHAHA

hotel626

2008-12-20T05:15:00.000-08:00

check out hotel626.com
as creepy as it is, the mastermind behind it is UNEXPECTANTLY, DORITOS.
remember the crispy nachos u always buy from mama shop?
yeah, that one.

the only unfortunate thing is that it opens from 6 pm to 6 am.
a great way to haunt the mind. :D

GO ARH!

school life

2008-12-17T22:03:00.000-08:00

i want to be a good person.

i want to change.

i want to repent all sins; but preserve what's good.

maybe, i would like him to enter my heart.

and be my shepard.

=======================================================

how i wish we could all be back in sec 1 again.

me, introducing my name

curious for the new life

having fun with the seniors

going out with band friends to bubbleteashops

band spirits still there

being in tip-top shape

sec 2 was shit for me.

it was life's downpoint.

i had to make new friends

it was a new competitive society

favourism from teachers weren't rare

finding a seat in the canteen was a seemingly impossible chore

for that, i had to skip recess, even when i was hungry

even to the extend to fainting thrice!

my old friends weren't there for me.

they were in their table.

sec 3 was a year of deception

seems like everyone is going to be in cliques

so i taught myself how to socialise

but at the same time, neglecting my old friends

i really changed a lot in sec 3

so much to the point i don't every know my own personality anymore

and what i saw; i wasn't the only one

pals began being heads and leaders

pals segregated by classes

from being close as peapods to occasional hi-bye scenes

it was also the year where i had my firsts.

the first where i waited 2 years and 8 months for.

and i found u.

but it wasn't the only thing i found.

what would sec 4 be?

a time of stress? a time of freedom?

but all i know is, it is the year of making up.

making up for all that i lost from sec 2 onwards.

including my old friends.

and making secondary school life meaningful.

i miss all my sec 1 friends;

chunhong, who was there to help me catch up with musictheory,

wenshee with her hair, always fun to be with,

marianne, my auntie kelly, who never fails to cheer me up,

wenfen, funnyfunnyfunny,

megan, always having something to talk about,

matthew, discovered-kindergarden-pal,

joelynn, despite some upsanddowns, great to be with,

pauline and huimin, always with awesome personalities,

jingyu, my very first friend in dunman,

and other respective 1fpeeps.

clartrio

2008-12-16T07:48:00.000-08:00

i can't swallow it any further
i'm on the verge of choking on it.

i can't believe band is held 2 days a week, 10 to 6.
thats like seeing the three of u for 8 hours. which means 1/3 of a day.
its like guilt + anger + antartication + pissed + sadness + no satisfaction + curiosity, but mostly curiousity

i think if i scooped out all contents on ngyuquan from the brains of these 3 bestfriendsbutsomethinghappened
sonowidunnowhatbutalliknowisitishardtopatchup,
i think i will stab myself.
or at most die of agony.

puzzle

2008-12-16T06:38:00.000-08:00

as you can see, the 3 pieces are fit snuggly into one another, interlocking of their common convex and concaves.

who cares about the one piece left alone?

who cares about the one piece left in the cold, or dust?

who needs the extra piece?

trios will always be trios, no?

starry starry night

2008-12-15T05:08:00.000-08:00

oh, so thats the reason for the title in my blog.

thanks; jerry!

saying sorry

2008-12-13T08:34:00.000-08:00

saying sorry is so easy.
1. put your tongue behind your closed teeth and exhale, to make an 's' sound
2. make a sound by shaping your mouth to a shape of 'o' to make an 'o' sound
3. roll and lightly thrill your tongue to produce a 'r' sound
4. make a sound by stretching the temples at your lower jaw to make a 'ry' sound

5. sincerity. i'm sorry, i can't teach you how to do that.

blogwatch

2008-12-12T07:11:00.000-08:00

u don't know how many times i visit your blog.

friends

2008-12-12T06:51:00.000-08:00

today, i cry in my heart.
today, i know the importance of punctuality.

i know that i make mistakes sometimes.
alright, all the time.
but that doesn't mean u have to pinpoint on it all the time, all the time, all the time
and share it with our mates.
not like i have ever done that to u before.
ok maybe sometimes.
but not until u reach the verge.

why do u keep doing that?
just to boost your freaking ego?
goes to show what? you're better at me at every single thing?
what for?
if it makes u feel good, i'm sorry to say, FUCK YOU.
yes, FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU is a word that i promised myself not to use ever again.
but you made me do it.
u always put words in my mouth.
for 3 years.
i say something, you rebutt.
since u like it so much, go be a debater la.
anything wrong with what i'm saying?

wrong arh? FUCK YOU.
i don't care.
intelligence is a gift. but u abused it.
yes, you're better than me in a googol.
but u don't have something.
sensitivity.

u never listen.
u never ever listen.
but you only expect me to listen to u.
selfish.

and do you know why i always show my smile?
everyone has face, don't they?
i helped you clinged on to your million-dollar one, doesn't mean u can throw my centless one away.
but you did.

in your eyes, i'm always the weak, dishonest, lousy at sports ngyuquan
oops, i forgot to mention loser.
yeah, whatever.
you're not barack obama. u can't tell me what i am.
i am sucessful.
i am good, or not, best.

guess i'm just for your benefits.

and i thought friends are there for one another.
so much for that.

i'm so sorry alex. i had to miss your performance.
hope it was good.
and i can't believe i skipped yours for sour shit.
i totally regret it.
absolutely.

auntieland

2008-12-10T07:57:00.000-08:00

back from auntieland! woohoo!
uh uh no way i'm gonna blog about what happened in malaysia
that would take a terrabyte
but a picture speak a thousand words no?
so 77777777777777 pics would be, 7777777777777000.
done. saves the trouble.
pictures have been uploaded in facebook
just go to "quaney ng", click on the disheveled demeanour on the right, click it, and you're there!simple. :D
and for those who haven't been to genting
just a word of advice.
BRING A JACKET.
and a hunger for exhillaration. :D

peace out y'all. :D

band in the rain

2008-12-02T02:48:00.000-08:00

the weather's looks depressing, just like how i'm feeling right now.
but i guess problems are the only opportunities with thorns in them.

no matter how hard I try, it still has changed.
nothing stays the same.
the thought clings and lingers in my head.
and thats the only thing that never change.

andpeoplewithoutspecsaresososobetterlookingthanthosewiththem!hahanooffence!

southern ridges

2008-12-01T19:18:00.000-08:00

ANOTHER HIKING TRIP!
with jerry and shangzhi. :D

captions are at the top of each picture.

on henderson bridge

the view ain't bad

the wooden floor was so cool, we had to arty-farty it.

monkey!

its alright noel couldn't come along. :D

this old gothic manor in the middle of the forest...

then came the long winding treetop walk. 1km of steel just for the four of us. our brilliant government. haha. :D

in the end, we found out there were more construction workers than visitors on this bridge itself.

this is called ALEXANDRA bridge. does it ring a bell??? :D

tank!

i can't believe i took this.

beaten and exhausted, we settled at vivo

toys'r'us was a time killer.

oops! did i mention baby porn?! (CENSORED!)

swensens and mac

2008-12-01T19:10:00.000-08:00

I'M SO GOING TO SWENSENS COS' I DESERVE A MEGA MAC!

1. fell onto anonymous lady on the mrt. she shrieked.
2. fell on the stairs. chin injured.
3. dropped my ipod touch.
4. left my phone unattended at burger king.
5. tried to deep-fry my fries, only ended up with acne.
6.toni and dallas were eliminated in the right before the top3 in tar13.

if this ain't retribution, i dunno what is.
oh boy. my my my my my.
there's band later. can't wait.

:D

viva la vida

2008-11-29T05:25:00.000-08:00

I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sweep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing:
"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt, pillars of sand

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
Once you know there was never, never an honest word
That was when I ruled the world

It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in.
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People couldn't believe what I'd become
Revolutionaries Wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever want to be king?

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can not explain
I know Saint Peter will call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world

new phone

2008-11-28T17:34:00.001-08:00

new phone craze!

i fucking want this phone! give it to me now!

this is called the emporio armani-samsung night effect

SO DAMN STYLISH!

and the BRANDED logo at the side can change colour when u change skins!

OMG! cool.

orange

2008-11-28T03:31:00.000-08:00

yuquanarhyuquan...
hitomiwotojite.

the feeling of rebelled, but oblidged to say sorry.
a sense of slight humiliation, but its good.
i call this orangisation.
root word: orange. sour but packed with wholesome goodness.

ain'tcoolbutihadtodowhatihadtodo.

sorry

2008-11-27T20:16:00.000-08:00

sorry.

orchard!

2008-11-27T08:05:00.001-08:00

yeah! went to orchard today!
finally, a breakaway from home's boredom

heh.

jerry wanted to gaigai out so we went to taka first.

saw this freaking le coq sportiq bag which originally costed $69.90

offer price $29.90 only leh!

便宜划算！

(note the auntieness)

and jerry considered to buy the hundred dollar jacket.

so we decided to walk from wisma to tangs

a long and arduous walk from store to store

could've swore my slippers traced itself onto my soles

and in the end, he bought it anyway~

RICH RICH RICH!

le gros coq

the dude was sleeping so soundly, head tilted downwards, i thought he was taking a sniff of shangzhi's butt. LOL!

went back home, only to find out that the bag was too big to serve as a school bag.
oh well, luggage also can bah~
only a few more days to malaysia trip with noel!
yeah!
not like someone CAN GO JAPAN LOR~!
heh heh heh!
http://sg.news.yahoo.com/cna/20081126/tap-345-bangkok-bound-travellers-hit-can-231650b.html

(this post served as a purpose to stop worldwide seizure from a welcome from a morning bedraggled look)

stop

2008-11-27T07:09:00.000-08:00

stop.

new facebook pic!

2008-11-25T23:27:00.000-08:00

new facebook pic!

check it out, y'all!

wooo~, look at me, brushing my teeth! :P

morning exposé. :D

dreams

2008-11-25T00:41:00.000-08:00

i thought putting an end would be a solution
but why do i keep thinking about it?
why?

over and over again
i've been wondering how she felt
past, present, future
past, present future
its your fault
its my fault
it our fault
stop.

ahem. ok.
maybe revising's the only solution
every knowledge brings away the pain
knowledge is neutral
it is emotionless
burette, phyloric sphinter, priciple foci, tombolo, gulf war, differentiation, medula.
i don't see a smile in any of the words.
good.

markers spent for writing notes, spent on drawing every single portrait of my imagination
a castle, a star, a logo, a sketch of the living room, a trumpet, a face
time seemed to pass so quickly, yet slowly
drawings are emotional
subjective at every stroke
every coutour on its texture has its single story
sophisticated?
yet an utterance of blasbemy.

every second wasted
so inconstructive.
if i were to squeeze this whole passage, to one word, it would be:
bored.
don't get it?
I'M EFFING BORED

help help help
don't leave me trapped in this vortex of monochromic activities.
call me.
talk.
bring me to some church.
whatever.

it won't be soon before long that there's only 3 in this family
the hand seemes to trace a picture out from my memory
a hdb flat that says 391
under the block shows 4 stickmen
2 women, one younger and one older
1 man and a child
the child seemed to smile while holding the chain of hands
beside his very own sister
the picture itself is the first step for me
the first step towards artistic flair
my very first drawing.

and sis, this is my wedding present to you:
the poorly drawn, crayon and pastel covered drawing
never, never, never ever forget me and mom, and dad
we will always love you
and block 391 will always be there with welcoming arms

i remember when i was 5
i went into the room, holding the very a5-sized picture
towards the short-haired figure, choinging up for her 'O's, desks filled with ten-year series

"jeh, i draw one."
"wow, not bad. you drew that for me?"
i nodded.
she took the portrait and gently adhered the drawing onto the cupboard.
how proud i was.
my very first gallery
in the room of the person who inspired me to the arts
my sis.
i had always wanted to be like her.
from the very start.

would the picutre turn grey once she's out of the picture?
i hate grey.
life should never be grey.
good thing crayons are unerasable.

"don't do arts, boy, trust me. YOU-WILL-REGRET-IT."
"do arts no future one."
"i had the same dream as you, but look at me, do you think i'm earning money?"
those hurtful words.
spoken under such harsh tones.
why?
why did u break my dreams?
when everything was just fine, when i had something i liked, a talent, u had to stop it?
you're the one who motivated me, and also the one who demoralised.
i'm so demoralised.
and i'm disappointed.
i don't mind having lousy results. really. but i really do mind losing my skills.
yes its superficial to earn as an artist. but its really loving your job.
people say its either you can draw, or you can't.
i believe it too.

are dreams really meant to be followed?
or should i just face reality, and start the emotionless path of knowledge?

so, sis.
i'm following my childhood dreams.
i will be there.
will you?

singapore 2xxx olympics opening ceremony
director: ng yu quan
nothing is impossible.

ya-nyeh-lyu-blyu-au-na

2008-11-24T23:39:00.000-08:00

я не люблю она.

mountain biking

2008-11-22T07:13:00.000-08:00

this was somewhat similar to what i experienced today :P

surveyme!

2008-11-21T08:54:00.000-08:00

bang bang!
i've been tagged by leejiahui!

1. do you have secrets?
yes. shocking ones.
2. would u fall in love with a boy younger thn u?
1. i'm not gay. 2. i'm not a girl 3. i'm not a flaming bisexual
3. do you enjoy going to school?
yes, and pontenging them
4. wat would you do with a billion dollars?
i will spend on travelling. first stop, europe.
5. would u fall in love with ur best friend?
i did xD
6. which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved?
not loving :D
7.list out any of ur most favourite bands?
the ting tings, the academy is, the click five, fallout boy, the carpenters, and of course, dunman band.
8.wat is ur favourite food?
potato!
9.is there any thing that makes u extremely happy?
knowing that i get invited to a trip around the world, or just knowing that the seniors can stay for another year. ha, impossible :P
10.wat makes u angry?
injustice
11.how would you see urself in 10 yrs time?
begging for money if i don't work hard this year. but i'll probably like my job if i put in much much much more effort :D
12.who is currently the most important person to u?
needless to say... :D
13.wat is the most important thing in life?
happiness
14.single or attached?
:X
15. are u happy?
yep :D
16. What are your favourite colours?
black and green go well together.
17. would u give all in a relationship?
for one that i truly love, yes :D
18.if u fall in love with 2 ppl simultaneously, who would u pick?
the hotter and more outspoken one :D
19.would u forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
if he/she says sorry, or just a sign of guilt, i'll consider :)
20. wat do u really want now?
a sleep! its freaking 1.11 am!
21. tagged 5 ppl to do this.
-neowenshee
-wongmeiyen
-lohkhaihui
-alexandrateng aka nerdmagnet
- paulineteo

i found it!

2008-11-21T08:37:00.001-08:00

AH!
i found it!
:D

fied

2008-11-21T08:14:00.000-08:00

the people i am thinking about now, or in girl's term, miss now, is:

everyone.

and the only means of communication without being a complete annoying ass is, by blogs.
so pls, whatever u do, do not delete your blog, or transfer without leaving a word
and especially those whose talk only when the other party starts, or those who feel awkward in person but not on phone, pls, show me your blog.

its okay if u don't speak
its really okay.

my blog's still here, so where's yours?

FP 2008

2008-11-21T07:55:00.000-08:00

5 words.

I LOVE THE FAREWELL PARTY!

ok, to be honest, the games were a bit disorganised
but it was so fun and messy!

in the end, everyone had flour and water over their bodies

wet and starchy

i still had problems digging the sticky things out my ear

so yeah, i had fun... :D

next comes the dinner

was talking to fatima and jasmine about horny horny things

practically flirting la!

lol

it ended with a nice speech from ms lam who couldn't make it :P

and from the seniors!

hope you guys liked the presents! (sorry for the price tag!)

and comes the phototaking session!

pictures with 2 of my favourite seniors! i can't deny it! u guys are the BEST!

arh...

i miss everyone.

even her.

100th post

2008-11-15T20:41:00.000-08:00

this is the 100th post
i have worked and typed so much to reach this goal
it may seem like ikan-bilis to all of the pro ones
but it really... mean alot to me.

at the top of the contact list in my phone lies the name "alex"
its like seeing her name everytime u press that right black button of the phone
somehow like an SOS call...

so what's the 100th post is going to be about?
as i have said in my 2nd previous post, its gonna be about change
change
change for the better
definately change for the better
i'm not going to make a ny resolution
cos this is gonna be it

1. i am going to be more street-smart, thats the first thing and i'm gonna start right now.

2. i am not going to force myself to like a personality that doesn't click with mine

3. i am going to be more direct in my views.

4. i am going to be more kind and compassionate

5. i am going to respect my parents

6. i am going to focus on nothing but studies, studies first

7. i am going to be more sensitive to other's feelings

8. i am not going to be selfish

9. i am going to be more thrifty

10. i am going to be a good role-model for my juniors

11. i am going to be more motivational towards those whose feel down

12. i am going to end envy, today

13. i am not going to put words into other's mouths

14. i am not going to be angry at one that's not going to be angry at me

15. i am going to save money

16. i am going to reach out and be more confident

17. i am going to be determined for anything that lies ahead

18. i am going to slack less

19. i am going to stop dreaming, but work towards the dream instead

20. i am going to treat others the way i want to be treated

21. i am not going to be racist

22. i am not going to manipulate anything

23. i want to be funnier

24. i don't want others to view me as a horny bastard, but just less than it

25. i don't wanna be money-minded

26. i wanna be a man of my words

27. i wanna be self-driven, and put all words into action

28. i am not going to care whether anyone think that i'm weird, cos thats just me. and i like it.

29. i am going to tidy my room every 3 weeks

30. i am going to respond and please my mom

31. i am going to wash my face twice everyday

32. i am going to stop using too much internet

33. i am going to stop thinking of what others view me as, because its just a facade

34. i am going to be more skillful with my words

35. i am going to be more respectful towards my dad and not treat him like a u-know

36. i am going to be more environmentally-conscious

37. i am not going to backstab anybody

38. i am going to go to a good salon

39. i am going to think before i talk

40. i am going to sleep a minimum of 6 and a half hours a day

41. i am going to love every single day of my life, and i'm going to let anyone make me think of a ruined day

42. i am going to refrain from ka-chiaoing anyone

43. i am not going to do anything that wastes my youth away

44. i am going to like school

45. i am going to like my teachers, even mr imran, cos no teacher is truly lousy to the core, only students who are lazy to the core

46. i am going to step away from people i feel uncomfortable with

47. i am going to take more initiative

48. i am going to be more responsible

49. i am not going to be a loser anymore

50. i will draw, more

51. i will support peace

52. i will stop creating all the drama in school

53. i will start to play another sport

54. i will make sure i will swim every sunday

55. i will master japanese

56. and since i can master something like that, i don't see why i can't master my subs

57. i will view all tests as exams

58. i will start 1 year and a month ahead for o-levels

59. i will not have a life for 1 year

60. i will still be friends with her

61. i will not care what others think about whatever happened, cos it will not change anything

62. i will skip recess when possible, for revision

63. i will drink more water, cos i fucking hate the ulcers in my mouth

64. i will make myself more attractive, on the outside as well

65. i will start to speak more to my neighbours

66. i am going to not rely under visual words to speak my thoughts, but spoken

67. i am going stop giving the wrong impression others have on me

68. i am going to change my taste in music

69. i am going to eat more fruits (hey, i'm running out of ideas, k?) :D

70. i am going to have sexier and darker voice that ladies can get turned on

71. i am going to have a larger dick so i can shut all the blabbering homos up with just a thought. (:P)

72. i am going cherish the times with gramps

73. i am going to show less favourism

74. i am going to talk smart and think smart

75. i am going to read the news everyday

76. i am not going to let anyone call me a fucking loser

77. i am not going to be a jerk

78. i am going to appreciate what my parents have given me that other parents cannot afford to.

79. i am going to follow my own sense of style (ok, maybe not)

80. i am going to show my family, and myself, how not-useless i can be

81. i am not going to irk at choir anymore, cos that's just a sign of jealousy

82. and i'm not going to irk at choir anymore, cos there are bound to have gays in both ccas.

83. i am going to adapt to be more influencial

84. i am going to talk less on the phone. and i want noel to see this :P

85. i don't wanna end any of my friendships any longer

86. i am going to keep in touch with my primary school friends

87. i am going to cz next teacher's day

88. i wanna have a double-sided perspective to everything

89. i wanna be more organised

90. i wanna solve the problem, not escape from it

91. i'm gonna start to be more intuitive

92. i am going to love all my friends drom dunman sec

93. i am not going to give up on what i love

94. i am not going to spend my money on unnecessary things

95. i will control time

96. it will not leave things to this person called luck.

97. i will find what is true love one day

98. i will mature

99. i will NEVER be late for anything ever again. i'll try.

100. i will make sure this will not be the last post of THE BLOG OF THE HUNK. stay tuned for more!

happy 100th post!
and, thank you.

who cares about mediacorp's anniversary when there's mine? :D

despicable

2008-11-15T07:31:00.000-08:00

this feeling's beyond despair
ngyuquan is capable of doing such despicable things
like typing out my previous post
oh man

it completely made me look at myself all over again
i thought i was the sweet, kind and compassionate ngyuquan
guess i was wrong
what lies beneath the skin
is a pure unimaginable bitch
and trying to get rid of it is to no avail
its too deep down
thats what makes it so bad

the evil activates
and its inevitable
u don't know why u do that
u don't know why u are capable of doing such things
even though u know the reasons

its so deep
i can't explain what activates it

i can make people so dissapointed
and so upset
yet laugh at the first impression

so if u don't wanna get hurt
just leave me alone
i can enter your soul like a walk in the park
and shatter it to the finest sand
beware of me

this is the 99th post

change

2008-11-13T05:51:00.000-08:00

it was okay
i thought everything would be alright
until now
my mind drifted to something today
it left some impact
i know that its not a boy thing to talk about dreams
but when it truly comes down to just generally being plain human
i guess all humans have to get emotional
and boys to be girls for a day
and metaphors to bolt out

here goes:

this boy walks into a house, yearning to own this special one for years
and now, he miraculously claims his key
he takes his key and slots it into the lock
the door opens into a world of love and hate, under a facade of furniture and wallpaper
a humble abode, one that lacks style, wallpaper peeling off, dusty sofas left isolated and alone in a period seemingly eternal
"welcome home," the walls echoed, sound reveberated throughout the house
it freaked the boy out
but stayed
he don't know what he's in for

the warmth aroused him to do the chores
keeping the house clean
decorating the house with ornaments
some neglectance of its owner made the house turn green
apparently his neighbour was more well-off
green wallpaper, green sofas, green cupboards
he was sick of the colour green
the boy decided to secretly learn some house tips from his neighbour
so as not stop the house from being occupied with envy
he made sure he spent more time at home
did more chores
watched channels on house-cleaning tips
the boy hoped that occupying himself by doing chores can help forget his doubts
it failed

the house seemed impressed

soon, the owner felt that he could not match up to his neighbour's standards any further
and side-tracked
and analyzed on why he is doing all these
he doesn't even know if he is even old enough to own the house
there was no license

the police came to his doorstep one day
she reported and charged the boy for the house, without an applicable and legal deed
all he had was just a key
which proved his ownership

eventually, it turned silent
deafeningly silent
and he felt that the warmth was gone
and the house lacked its classic smell
it turned green again
but this time, everything, from sofa to computers, from fridges to toilet bowls, hid in one dark room
everytime he tried pulled the door, which ends up to be forceful and vigourous
he managed to only pull out one item from the frozen and dark room
the key which locked and partitioned the room and him didn't make it easier for him
the boy felt that a house without furniture is not a home
there was a blockage
the times he stayed in the house became lesser and lesser
shorter and shorter

he decided to abide to the law.
break free.

he walked out the house
locked the house
and placed the key on the doorstep
and began to continue with life's path
he did not shed a single tear

he would just go to where he truly belong

and even though the pipes in the houses burst with water which flood the house
and the ceiling which cracked as a mark of abstinence
the pillars remained fortified with strong cement

there were times where the boy decided to turn back
and look back at the speechless, static house he used to own
with furniture moulding under the seemingly flawless paint

but he knows its not the right time

maybe... someday.

the house, is only left to express and show its old furniture to the house dealer
the furniture would change
everything would change

people change
for me, started on 150808
the bliss lasted for 2 days

i'm sorry for all these crap in these post
its very... weird
but u can't blame the guy posting at 1am

88 days

2008-11-10T04:17:00.001-08:00

88 days
the hardest decision i have ever made on my entire life
but i think i have made the right decision
don't refer to the calendar
its not what u think
:D

will i ever know what is true love?

RANDOM PIC TIME!

WINX IS MAKING ALL YOUNG GIRLS INTO BITCHES!
STOP WATCHING WINX NOW!
and did i mention the theme song's stinky, like sing to the dawn

like these popular brand socks i found in popular

no, not popular brand drawing block, not eraser, but socks

yes, real cotton socks

popular brand

barbie version of zac efron

i guess they used barbie dolls from the shop, shave their heads, and put a hazel-brown wig on top of that bald beauty and sold it

seriously, it looks like a trans :D

went to g**** store

i'm not a grocery-guy

so i went skadaddling around

and guess what i found...

i thought it was on the list?!

melamine!!!

and its on sale?!

what? to clear the stocks?

yeah, u liar. :D

its rumored that the pork is artificial

and is made of shockingly, paper.

well, its a rumour :D

i settled for this

which only costs 75 cents

and its genius!

ok, very aunty

haze in school

apparently, the mosquito insecticide didn't work on moy

sakae sushi

thanks :D

and thanks for surviving another round of random pics

(note: name of store is censored for company's rights, but i can tell u, the hypermart's logo is an ugly one)

handlebars

2008-11-06T06:45:00.000-08:00

I FUCKING LOVE THIS SONG

Handlebars - Flobots

I can ride my bike with no handlebars
No handlebars
No handlebars

I can ride my bike with no handlebars
No handlebars
No handlebars

Look at me, look at me
hands in the air like it's good to be
ALIVE
and I'm a famous rapper
even when the paths're all crookedy
I can show you how to do-si-do
I can show you how to scratch a record
I can take apart the remote control
And I can almost put it back together
I can tie a knot in a cherry stem
I can tell you about Leif Ericson
I know all the words to "De Colores"
And "I'm Proud to be an American"
Me and my friend saw a platypus
Me and my friend made a comic book
And guess how long it took
I can do anything that I want cuz, look:

I can keep rhythm with no metronome
No metronome
No metronome

And I can see your face on the telephone
On the telephone
On the telephone

Look at me
Look at me
Just called to say that it's good to be
ALIVE
In such a small world
I'm all curled up with a book to read
I can make money open up a thrift store
I can make a living off a magazine
I can design an engine sixty four
Miles to a gallon of gasoline
I can make new antibiotics
I can make computers survive aquatic conditions
I know how to run a business
I can make you wanna buy a product
Movers shakers and producers
Me and my friends understand the future
I see the strings that control the systems
I can do anything with no assistance
Cuz I can lead a nation with a microphone
With a microphone
With a microphone
And I can split the atom of a molecule
Of a molecule
Of a molecule

Look at me
Look at me
Driving and I won't stop
And it feels so good to be
Alive and on top
My reach is global
My tower secure
My cause is noble
My power is pure
I can hand out a million vaccinations
Or let'em all die in exasperation
Have'em all healed of their lacerations
Have'em all killed by assassination
I can make anybody go to prison
Just because I don't like'em and
I can do anything with no permission
I have it all under my command
Because I can guide a missile by satellite
By satellite
By satellite
And I can hit a target through a telescope
Through a telescope
Through a telescope
And I can end the planet in a holocaust
In a holocaust
In a holocaust
In a holocaust
In a holocaust
In a holocaust
In a holocaust

I can ride my bike with no handlebars
No handlebars
No handlebars

I can ride my bike with no handlebars
No handlebars
No handlebars

since

2008-11-06T04:55:00.000-08:00

since you blogged about your feelings, i don't see why i can't
since u remain speechless, i remain speechless as well
since i remain speechless, u remain speechless as well
since i think u love me, i think i like you
since i think u like me, i think i love you
since we are closer as friends, lets just be friends
since we are closer when together, lets be together
since the feeling is mutual, let us agree on one thing
since we agreed on one thing, the feeling is mutual
since u feel like ending this, why don't we end this
since u feel like continuing, why don't we continue
since i love you, why not u love me
since you love me, why not i love you
since my mom knows, why don't we stop this
since my mom knows, why don't we just be nonchalant about it
since i triggered something, i know u hate me for that
since u triggered something, should i hate u for that
since i had this thing for 2 years, why not we just put our differences aside
since you had this thing for 2 years, why not we just put our differences aside
since its 2 years, why not end it
since 2 years, why end it
since i dun wanna break your heart, lets be together
since u dun wanna break my heart, lets be together
since its cold, shelter yourself to the warm
since its warm, stay away from the cold
since your friends are my friends, can my friends be yours
since my friends are your friends, can your friends be mine
since we are timid, we share the deafening silence
since we are brave, we share the heated cantankeration
since u liked the enlightenment, i liked it too
since u hated what's after it, i hated it too
since you were angry, i felt apologetic
since i was angry, i know u felt apologetic too
since i was envious, were you envious too
since you were envious, i wasn't envious at all

since i'm sorry, thats the only thing i can say
since you're sorry, the only thing is to forgive

since these thoughts as shown above can swirl around my head, can u forgive me
since these thoughts as shown above may swirl around your head, i'll try to, too.

des autres examinent

2008-10-30T05:15:00.000-07:00

des autres examinent!

1.The person who tagged/pass you is?
NEOWENSHEE aka BANANA

2. Your relationship with him/her?
ms chin may read this blog, so i'm not saying anything :D

Your five impressions of him/her ?
retarded
mofo
eating shiu mai from a fork
sunlight
sl-loving band geek (haha, just kidding!)

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done to you?
a peck on the sideburns :D

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
"you are my david archuleta in real life"

6. If he/she becomes your lover, will you?
i did.

7. If he/she became your lover he/she has to improve on?
facial complexion XD
and boobies (no, duh)

8. If he/she became your enemy, you will?
i will use her clarinet as a dildo XP

9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?
being lesbian XD

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
give her orgasms buy her a drumset.

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
sweet... :D

12. How do you think the people around you will think about you?
HORNY BASTARD

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
humour infused with hidden exaltation

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
sloppy attitude, indifference.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
jason mraz slash mitch albom slash pablo picasso

16. For people who care and like you, say something to them.
I LOVE U, and allswell. :D

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people.
1. megan
2. alex
3. jerry
4. melanie
5. bk
6. deanne
7. chun hong
8. sihui
9. meiyen
10. hoiki

18. Who is number 6 having a relationship with?
who else? darren low :P

19. Is number 9 male or female?
male xD

20. If number 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
they will be called the "all singaporean rejects"
oh crap, why did i say that? lol oh well :D

21. What is number 2 studying about?
korean, i guess. or something to pull her grades up :D

22. What kind of band does number 8 like?
dunno. taiwanese pop?

23. Does number 1 have any siblings?
uh-huh. the photogenic brother :D

24. Will you woo no. 3?
no, even if i was gay. :P

25. How about number 7?
EN-OH. NO. that's just plain digusting.

26. Is number 4 single?
yep.

27. What is the surname of number 5?
1

28. What's the hobby of number 10?
DRAWING POKEMON PORN! YES, I KNOW U GET TURNED ON! :D

29. Does number 5 and 9 get along well?
i guess so. :D

30. Where is number 2 studying at?
DUNMAN SECONDARY SCHOOL

31. Talk something casually about number one
this mofo likes my ipod touch. and she likes womaniser by britney spears :D

32. Where does number 9 live at?
PAH SEH REES

33. What colour does number 4 like?
pink. is it just plain stereotyping or all girls love pink?

34. Are number 5 and number 1 best friends?
CZ pals :D

35. Does number 1 have any pets?
me! duh no :D

36.Is number 7 the sexiest person in the world?
ABSOLUTELY. HE'S HOT!

37. What is number 6 doing now?
texting her bf, i guess :D

fred

2008-10-27T06:36:00.000-07:00

check this guy out
he's so cool!

how does he do that!

HSM3

2008-10-27T06:16:00.000-07:00

i agree with the hamsters :D

lock and key hypothesis

2008-10-23T06:57:00.000-07:00

when a key can't fit into the golden lock,
the key finds other locks where it truly fits.

same goes for friends

100Q survey

2008-10-22T03:38:00.000-07:00

01. What have you been doing recently?
reading mitch albom books :D

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
no, both dick and cell phone. :D

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
waiting for recess to come? lol...

04. When did you last cry?
after reading "for one more day". nah, i'm just kidding, i dun cry.

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
yes, u make your own destiny... :D

06. What do you want in your life right now?
friends and wenshee, and some free time

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
neither. walk in the rain.

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
bolster for the extra fun. :D

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
shorts.

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
dun want. later i get diabetes.

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
who would?

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
condom

13. What was the last movie you caught?
wall-e was the last i could remember

14. What are you proud of?
improvement in my grades, regardless of pass or fail. :D

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
"why did u call me? :)"

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
i'm yours by jason mraz. its in my head forever, i can't seem to get it out! :D

17.Do you have any nicknames?
one punch, gay, quan, quan quan, quaney. plenty.

18. What does your last received text message say?
"I miss you! Irma is my association! :-D"

What time did you go to bed last night?
12am

20. Are you currently happy?
yep, my 2 best friends turned out on me. sure, i'm happy.

21. Who gives you best advice?
wongmeiyen and joelynnlim

22. Do you eat whipped cream out of a can?
i wish.

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
noel

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
chun hong

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
the woman on the maliyisi commercial which bought the 9.30pm news clock, which i went under lame torment of watching it while waiting for news to come.

26. Do you wear toe socks?
I WANT!

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
paulheng

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
duh.

29. What annoys you most in a person?
moy.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
i hope not.

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
no. say no to drugs!

32. What is the colour of your room?
light green

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
would u get your billion dollars if u got hanged?

34. Do you believe in the saying : talk is cheap?
talk is cheap, if u have free 100 outgoing minutes.

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
mum. no la, duh. me. who? paris hilton ar?

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
noel

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
hope not. :D

38. Do you have a life?
yes. and i watch okto and count the number of words in a newspaper article. now tell me if i have a life. :D

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
dream about it a lot.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
listen to the 2nd one and u'll know. :D

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
my mom... wait. she was the one who stopped the dream. :D

42. Last time you smiled?
today. :D

43. Have you changed this year?
yeah, less emo. and not-so attentive.

44. What are you listening right now?
kimiwa tomodachi by ken hirai

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
no

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open? is this a rhethorical question?

47. Is there a quote you live by?
yep. "treat others the way you want to be treated", by some fella.

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
yes. paris hilton.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
trumpet. and other forbidden ones. :P and who can't play piano. simple.

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
kachiaoing chun hong. and i did. :D

51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
watching videos. its not porn, if thats what you're thinking.

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
happy? i'm sizzling! haha... :D

53. What song best describe your love life?
lucky by jason mraz

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
no. she knows i love her. :)

55. Who always make you laugh?
noel and jerry

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
chinese, singlish

57. Favourite website(s)?
YOUTUBE! AND FUNNYORDIE.COM! U CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT'EM!

58. What's your middle name?
Jordan. its an inside joke. haha. :D

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
school. band.

60. What do you think you are like?
friendl, but hurting me would only get yourself hurt even more. :D

61. Who will you choose to die with?
a good doctor, so i won't die.

62. Where have you been today?
school.

63. What game do you play often?
guitar hero

64. Who are you missing right now?
her

65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
friends.

66. What are you doing right now?
quiz and litening to music and eating papaya.

67. Which primary school are you from?
chongzheng primary school.

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
black with strong stripes of green and blue. very sony ericsson. :D

69. What emotion you like to show?
happy. but cool. :)

70. What is your life to you?
sex. no la, studying for grades that would seem to never come and have fun :D

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
go home.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
i didn't go on msn today. no mood.

73. Who do you admire most?
my mum. her sweat and blood built me to be what i am today. :P

74. Which month are you born in?
february.

75. How are you feeling right now?
i think i yawned my youth out. :O

76. What is the time now?
9.31pm

77. What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is?
a guy with great taste for hair! lol... :D

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
i haven't dye my hair yet.

79. Why are you doing this test?
cos a no-life sent to this no-life. :D

80. What do you do when you're moody?
draw my heart out.

81. At which age you wish to get married?
70? :)

82. Who is more important to you?
her and family.

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
i will explore places i have never been before. beautiful places. the vagina. :D

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
me!

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
no, so i believe unicorns exist too.

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
being together with her.

87. What is your goal for this year?
boutiful As, no Cs.

88.Do you believe in eternity love?
unlikely.

89. What feeling do you love most?
an orgasm? erm, and knowing that the person u love loves u back in every way.

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
no. its just me. i'm hot. :D

91. What feeling do you hate most?
not getting what u earned for.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
absolutely! even acquiantences!

93. Do you believe in God?
not at the moment.
born to people who believed in science.
raised by people who believes in science.
a person who believes in science.
i'm sorry. :)

94. Who cares for you most?
wenshee, i hope.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
dick. without it, everyone would just be full-bladdered and plain cranky. :D
but she is important too... :D

96. What will you bring when you fight?
rage. and tears. but i dun wanna get into any.

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
not being in track and field in primary school. and not working harder for PSLE.

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
more determined to make people care for me. or care more for myself.

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
hurray! on to pure studying for o-levels! u are so out of my life~!

100. How do you feel now?
RELIEVED! I AM DONE!

swissotel

2008-10-21T06:39:00.000-07:00

yes, i know

i'm wearing makeup

and i'm sorry pauline, for the picture ransom

haha

but this was what happened to me when u lose a taiti game

top left: pauline. boobs on right cheek. penis on the left. smile on nose. ugly eyebrows.

top right: rebecca. forehead. unibrow. naruto character scar.

bottom: yuquan, unibrow. penis on nose, blossomed by lipstick. tic-tac-toe mark on right cheek

haha

3-o'clock-gambling really brings out to worst of u

like slow reaction

and that's just part of the 2 day 1 night stay at swissotel

we had two balconies.

swimming pool.

in-room dining.

internet connection.

ps2 games.

psp games.

movies.

the whole of singapore's scenery.

used to be for f1.

and lots more.

yes, gawk!

GAWK GAWK GAWK with envy!

hahaha

bet we had fun.

cliques

2008-10-20T06:40:00.000-07:00

there many things that u can deny about what i say
its alright
but u cannot deny this

i'm not pissed

i just found that u have contradicted yourself

1. you said "best friend"
contradiction: i thought your best friends are supposed to be in the clique, then why am i the one designing the shirt and not wearing it

2. you ask me to design something JUST FOR jerry
contradiction: the shirts are for the entire clique

3. why so friendly?
contradiction: friendly for shirts, yep, thats what u call a friend?

i heard this before, kinda like after i did some favour or gave u some present
and u'll say "yuquan, u rock man!"
ya, i rock man. cause my heart is.

I'M NOT HAVING ANY ISSUES WITH THE CLIQUE
i like the people in your clique
its just the way u say things that are so degrading towards the other person
pissed is not the word
i think sad is

survey

2008-10-20T05:43:00.000-07:00

Whats your full name?THEngyuquan
Do you like your first name? idunhaveafirstname. but there was once where i was christianed roy for my first few days... :D
How long have you liked the person you currently like? 2 months and 1 week
Have you kissed anyone in the last 48 hours? ya. my english paper.
Did you cry today? no.
What are you doing this morning at 8am? playing games with paul. and something else.
What are you doing an hour ago? watching amazing race asia 3!
What are you currently doing? erm... watching 舞林大道
Who last texted you a msg? wenshee, jerry and jasmine chua at the same time.
Have you told anybody that you love them today? them as in wenshee, ya. :D
Do you miss anyone now? my sis. its been ages since i saw her. :P
Any plans for tomorrow? band.
What was the reason behind the last time you cried? the power of mitch albom's books
Is there anyone you want to be with now? alex. nice banana book u have there :D
Have you kissed anyone who's name starts with C ? nearly. second initial's H.
Name someone who make you smiles today, how? noel. for making me feel better after what happened.
Name a friend who's name starts with 'Z': is zzzzzzzz counted?
Which of your friend stays closest to you? noel
Do you prefer to call or to text? call saves money. call it is! lol! :D
Was yesterday better than today? definately. there was chalet and alex's birthday party. :D
Can you live a day without tv and your phone? live a day? i wished for the day to come!
Are you mad about anything now? yarh! i lost (不见) my winnings after blackjack.
Do you ever think that relationships really worth it? serious relationships are worth it. like the one i'm having :D
When is your last and second last hug? during the results of nemation top 20 and noel's gay shit. i'm deprived of hugs ok?
What does the last text msg in your inbox says? "Its okay... :) i bought the paper, so i pass it to you tomorrow. Thank you!"
How do you feel about your life now? facing reality and singapore's competitiveness. being a teen in an adult world.
Do you hate anyone? yarh.
Last person you called? wenshee
Who usually sent you the most texts in a month? needless to say. wenshee :D
Is your room messy now? ask my mom.
Who will be mad if your room is messy? mom. bleh. :D
Your shortest relationship? hk.
Who do you look like? zac efron. yes i do! notice the resemblance. :D
Tag 10 people to do this survey! Dont be afraid to sabotage them!!
bored little fuckers. :D

rolly polly

2008-10-17T08:28:00.000-07:00

dealing with this

2008-10-17T08:06:00.000-07:00

not as if i'm not dealing with this